It's either I've been missed or people care about me or they are kaypo!
Hahhahahahahaha

For I've been SPOONERIZED!!!

A new space I've created. I just feel like it. I've no intention to delete this account,for now that is.  Cause I just love reminiscing of the good old times like that.

Good day people!
:)
 

Im having a deal with the bf.
Now, tell me dear people. Especially those who travel in the mrt.


How many interchange are there in the mrt line? Excluding the lrt station (Shiddique insist I include this! But to me it makes no sense!)  Im referring to the main mrt line in the main board in the mrt.


If you're unsure, go and figure that out please! Cause my bf is just not so satisfied with the answer that I gave. And so we made a deal.
And the main question is, "How many interchange are there in the mrt line?"

I say there's seven!
 
*edited: FYI, the interchange I'm referring to are the stations like Raffles Place Interchange, City Hall Interchange..etc..and the legend that is in the map really helps!!

And I really insist CCK IS one of them. Cause it is an interchange station in the mrt line.

In life, there will be a point of time where we will be selfish. Whenever I was thrown to be in such a situation where I have to deal with these people, I just want to run away and let all the thoughts being swept away by the strong wind. I just want to shout out loud that the words of the problems are spelt out and vanish into the thin air. And then I will roll myself to the ground and pull my hair out. Scratch myself till I bleed. Pinch or slap myself so I feel the pleasure of pain. I wish to have no one. Hear no one but my own breathing..


And when I've had enough, I'll embrace myself and weep to sleep.
If I can live a life of a fairytale, I want to be a fairy.


So dramatic and sadist as it may seems but that's just what I feel at this point of time.
 

I'm back here! It's been really really long ..way too long that I'm being missed by some. Nyieh. I wish! But seriously, it has been a crazy period for the past 2months. Preparation for parents-teachers-meeting, reports, portfolio and graduation. Now that it's all over and done with, I deserve my 2 weeks break.

Now, immune system is down. Some infection got into me that I've been having fever for 3days straight which I don't remember having that more than a day! It's bad to the extent I stayed in bed the whole afternoon till night cause my body is so weak. Of couse together with fever, Ms Cough, Ms Phlegm and anything that could add on to the misery will join in the force in weakening the immune system. For the first time I was afraid to swallow all those pills. Luckily I'm not down with the Chikungunya (sounds like ciku ciku!) fever! That's a maybe because I escape the blood test since fever's gone. However, I've had the symptoms of it. I'm all good now, recovering, but I don't like the medicine. It makes me drowsy and high and feel like I'm floating!

I hate this, when my head's spinning. You know like when the cartoon characters bump into something then there are stars or birds that appear above their head? Yeah, something like that.

Busy.

"Good morning teachers and friends. My name is Tone Tan. Today I'm going to talk about my favourite colour. My favourite colour is red. I like to eat red apple. An apple a day keeps the doctor away. Thank you!"

He's only 3 and his legs are still hanging!
 

It's the 5th day and hope it's not too late.
(",)

To all muslims, Selamat Hari Raya!!
And not forgetting, in this joyous occasion,  my sincere apology to all if there's any wrongdoings be it the intentional or unintentional ones.
Have a blessful celebration!
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
Maaf zahir dan batin.

The feeling to celebrate Hari Raya this year is not so much of the excitement compared to previous years. Still feeling in between of sadness and happiness. Sometimes, things in life will just keep you to ponder whether or not, someday, some things will change. *shrugs*

On  a lighter note, now I can gladly announce that my  boyfriend, Mister Chef, finally cooked for me! Yeay! Been pestering him on how others get to eat his cooking but not me. And ample time he told me to just go to his workplace and again, I would tell him I don't want to pay for the food that he's going to cook for me down there. Heh. Come on, shouldn't he be making use of his speciality to move me? Right? Right?

So what say you, we do some shopping for the ingredients at the supermarket?


Onion.Checked. Chicken. Checked, Button mushroom. Checked. Etc..etc..etc..But still he forgot the chicken stock.


What I knew of was that I'm going to have my favourite mushroom chicken breast. Heh. And off we went to the kitchen!

 

All right, it was really stressful ok having to assist him in the kitchen. Standing beside a chef what! And being someone whose cooking is not her forte, I feel so small can? Ok fine, Kak Lin and Dee made me feel like a bimbo in the kitchen but certainly I can't be one with him around right? But I guess I did la. Hehe.. Never mind I don't like to cook, never mind I don't like it when the oil splatters at me but I can still help to prepare the ingredients. And not forgetting the cleaning up. Hah! Still helpful what! Anyway, he's supposed to be the one doing the cooking for me what. *smiles innocently* I fell in love with him all over again can? Except that there's no glass panel this time round but just to watch him cooking up close and personal. Awwww.. Gitu? Hahaha! But still, I do feel stiff la and should I be ashamed to know that my bf is so quick and flexible in the kitchen? Howell, his speciality is cooking, mine is working with children!  (",)

Aiyah, I'll sure develop my cooking skills if not now, later. Even if I can't., he'll be around! For now, one thing that I'm sure of is, he's a certified chef because he made me feel so full with..

Mushroom chicken breast and lamb rack!



To think that he even bother to do the proper presentation. Of course la! Must show off his skills what! Hahaha! Of course the dishes tasted as nice as the pics but could have been nicer if he did not forget the chicken stock and that the lamb is moist and marinate for a longer time. Still, it's yummylicious! No doubt.

Not enough with that, must have it complete with the place the dishes originated from!


So, am I one happy girlfriend?


Certainly!
 

Muchos gracias amor!

Certainly being sick is not an excuse for not being able to go out. Especially when it's the boyfriend's off day. Heh! Finally, my craving for ayam penyet has been satisfied. Now, I can grin from ear to ear. Was supposed to dine in for iftar with luv's poly friends but then too bad Badoque was fully booked just now, hence it was cancelled.



Let's just follow his style.


The night ended with both of us feeling oh so bloated! And  I just can't resist the ice-cream and cold drinks. But at least, I stay away from mocha. Nyieh.

Just because you got yourself a new face watch..Heh.

Good night!

 

As much as I love getting my voice hoarse (cause like sexy like that! hahaha!), I detest the whole process when I'm sick. Cold. Flu. Cough. Having blocked nose, watery eyes, itchy nose and painful throat is such a total irritant! And it all started when my younger sister direct the fan with a medium speed to me. Yes, I don't need a fan to fall asleep but neither did I mentioned that I don't need any wind to put me to sleep. I don't usually direct the fan at me cause I do have sinus and I hate the fact of waking up sneezing continuously. In addition, it doesn't help that some of my children are having flu/cough as well, and you know la children, they tend to dig their nose or just let their mucus run down their nostrils. After which they will hug/touch/kiss me. And when they speak, some even leave their saliva on my hand. Some la. Yes, being children. Urgh. What's more, I'm lacking of rest. Hence, I was down with a slight fever straight after teaching earlier on just now. Only then I decided to switch off my body (not dead yet la!) for a few hours and thank god I'm a bit better now. But still, I didn't take in any form of medication. Well, I insist on consuming cold drinks instead. And I had ice-cream yesterday when meeting up with luv's family. Heh. Simply because I want to fight the body and the mentality back there telling me that I'm sick. Yes, I am but if you keep on telling that to yourself, then you'll just stay sick. And then it will begin, "Oh, I can't do this cause I'm sick...Oh, I can't do that cause I'm so weak..Oh oh oh oh oh howw........"

And I wanted to clean my room but I can't cause I'm sick. Hahaahahaa! But seriously, I can't cause it will just worsen my super sensitive nose! Will I still be loved the same if I'm like this?

Like KNNCCB ar!
With the frustration that builds up after switching it on and off for how many times within less than an hour, or rather consecutively for 10-15 minutes, I slammed it hard on the table. Couldn't care less anymore. It has been such a bitch to me after 3 months of admiring the beauty of red and the sleek design.
Slide phones are never meant for them. 
And I know I'm not the only consumer who is facing this irritating shit.

It's been switching on and off still. Since midnight.
WTF.
good bye to you soon.
*smirk*
 

It gets me frustrated a little too often at one point but at the same time, it gets me upset. It really takes much trust and support from each other to carry this on. Communication is such a challenge in this relationship. Our working schedule clashes. Yes, we passed through that stage whereby I even got agitated easily not having to talk to him. And I mean, more than 12hours of not hearing from him. To be able to talk to him as and when I want or feel like it, it is so unlikely. It is that tough. It really took me quite sometime to adapt to his working hours. Indeed, I am still adapting. Communication is very important in any relationship. I shouldn't be complaining for this is his life I'm talking about. Like hello! I am not selfish and naive enough to ask him to quit. He's doing just great there. I have always believe in pursuing into the field that one enjoys. Whatever ostacles that come in the way, they are meant to test us in every way. Physically, mentally, emotionally. It's just a matter of whether you want to take that as a challenge or not.
Like he always said, "Have faith."

Time check: 2.02am.
And he's still at work.

You're being missed. Sincerely, truly, brutally honest.
And you know my day just won't be complete if I didn't hear from you.

 

And so I woke up to a dream of my secondary school friends.
Which includes bf. Heh.

Maybe it's time I should let it all loose. Cause the crisis which happened in reality is affecting my sleep. It's a sign perhaps in the month of Ramadhan? *shrugged*


 

It is really ridiculous that drinking water from a water bottle is not even allowed while waiting for the train. Oh come on! I was stopped for that while drinking water from a small water bottle. I was really exhausted and dehydrated at that point of time. It wasn't like I was carrying a packet or a cup of drink that can spill anytime. So, what if I were to break fast in the train? Am I going to be stopped too?
Nonsense.

It keeps me wondering sometimes how unfair one can be in wanting others to understand you when you can't even or have not even understand yourself as an individual. Frankly, I even failed to comprehand myself at times. Studying one's behaviour and character is just like trying to figure your way out of a maze. You thought that you've found your way through the path that leads to the ultimate way out but again, you're stuck with another wall smack right in front . And so you thought you know of how this person is like and why that particular behaviour and character but it will be such a great disappointment if your prediction doesn't tally with what you thought it might or supposed to be. And I shall speak for myself for that. It is just so tough to work and deal with adults. Pardon me for trying too hard then, but at the same time, I don't wish to be putting myself in a situation whereby I'm not even trying.
And I talk like I'm creating a maze myself.

Anyway, term break is here. So is September the first.
Happy Teacher's Day and happy fasting!